It's a rainy Monday here in the city that never sleeps. Monday's bother me more than the gloominess. I don't mind the gloom as it usually matches my mood. I feel like if it's sunny out you're should be in a good mood. Like it's expected of you. But if it's a gloomy day you can be grumpy and no one questions it. So it's like the pressure is off.
Had myself a pretty good weekend. You know I'm still marveling about being able to leave the house for more than a 1/2 hour so when I tell you I took the train to see the BF (about 2.5 hour ride) you know I was fucking THRILLED. Hung out with the BF and this was the first time in about a million years where I actually felt like she was my BF. Like we had a real connection. We talked about some real things and made me really happy that I decided to go. Part of the problem is that the BF has a husband & kids (who I adore) but I'm always having to share her with & hey, I was here first.
Yesterday was all about errands (store, laundry the usual) and trying to watch Season 2 of "Party of Five". I couldn't wait for them to release S2 since seen I'd seen all the other seasons except this one. So it finally comes out and you know what? It kinda sucks. All the whining. All the anguish. All the pouting. All the women Charlie (I mean Jack, I mean Charlie) fucks. I'm seriously having a hard time getting through it and I certainly can't watch more than two episodes in a row. Do I give up on the Salingers? Do I abandon Bailey and his dimples? Do I discard them as callously as Charlie (or is it Jack?) discards all his women? Maybe I'll give it another week.
My niece loves herself a good plate of ribs so I told her about the BBQ place; she & her boy went to check it out yesterday. Her pronouncement? YUMMY!! And she totally concured on the mac & cheese: AWESOME!
Talking to myself and feeling old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin around, nothing to do but frown
Rainy days and mondays always get me down
What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothing is really wrong
Feeling like I don't belong
Walking around some kind of lonely clown
Rainy days and mondays always get me down
Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
It's nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
To run and find the one who loves me
What I feel is come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hanging around, nothing to do but frown
Rainy days and mondays always get me down
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me
Hangin around, nothing do to but frown
Rainy days and mondays always get me down
